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observation de vous;
observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir
the 4 hearts
Friday, March 14, 2008
i think THE ONE is one that is very different from any of the guys that i have previously dated, so much so i find it very hard to be comfortable with him. but i believe that the love he has for me will be enough for me to gradually be opening up to him. he may be hot, cute, smells good, can cook, fit, loving, caring, understanding etc. but he may also be so many things else that causes misunderstandings or conflicts between me and him. he can be the one of whom i can snuggle with doing nothing at all for the entire day, talking nonsense, laughing at everything and nothing at all. but he can also be the one of whom i can lie next to and feel the most intense pain in the world because i know he's there but i don't feel him around. and that only happens when i no longer feel love. i think he is the one that i feel is emotionally unattached to me, but also the one i know is emotionally wholeheartedly dedicated to me.i think maybe, just maybe, i don't understand him sometimes. but those times doesn't mean that he doesn't love me. he just loves me in his own way, with the best of his ability at that time. and sometimes there are so many unsaid words but perhaps it is okay to leave it as such. maybe even better to leave it as such. ps. you know when you are in love when you dream about the person when you sleep and think about the person when you are awake all the time. and reality is so much better than the dreams just because you know it's real. that's when you search for his hand in the middle of the night and he holds on to it tightly.
- everything's just temporary;
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